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2013: If I can I'll develop this blog , otherwise...

2012: I'm still here. See below.

2011: My 2010 quote below still applies. New entries can be found in comments.

2010: All content here relates to my wish to die, and my struggle to realize that wish. I think of as a massive suicide note-in-progress. I have wanted to die for more than two decades, yet technically speaking, I am still alive. For all I know, I will be around another two decades, or more, although I hope not.

The most organized explanation of who 'I' am can be found in the comments section in my 'psychoanalysis', but all content throughout is part of the story. -Xesce, 28/09/10

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Hotel Chaotica 2008


Paris 2

Sydney, NSW
Melbourne, VIC
Casuarina, NSW
Coochiemudlo Island, QLD
Cradle Mountain, TAS 2008

The 2008 version of can be seen here. Links on the index page still work, but index links throughout all pages will return you to 2012.

Diary 2008+

Most recent:

13/09/08 - E-end?
11/07/08 - Roxy Movie
03/07/08 - Sex Diet



Coming eventually:

***My Suicide Holiday***
(a net novel)

My Sites 2001-2007

xescefaq (2007)
blue tongue blog (2007)
possum tv (2005)
hotel chaotica 2005
tarot (2005)
mia page (2004)
exoterica (2004)
obxesceion (2001)





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