in my old photo from 2000, i think i weighed about 115 lbs.
also, i was stretched out on a bed for the photo.
at present, my weight is approximately 102-3 lbs, and
above i am standing for the photo. (i can't concentrate
well enough to write more than this trivial drivel.
note: my weight may change again.)
[19/02/05 & 24/09/05: this photo is 'fake'. i mean, it's a real photo of my navel, but in processing it, i made myself look a bit thinner. i actually did weigh what i said i did at the time. i think the photo actually represents what my stomach looked like to me at the time, or a lot closer to it than what the original photo looked like. it's strange, i think i want to be honest about myself, and it's also like i don't want to contribute to others' issues by misrepresenting myself. the idea of doing that seems pretty evil, but i guess sometimes i'm still not able to face certain things. anyway, i apologize. rather than remove this, i'll leave it, with this explanation. the photo on my original navel page is still probably pretty close to what my 'normal' reality is, at least in that position. i've often thought through the years that my navel didn't look so bad. i wanted to have photos to capture it, but the only person who has some that i like is my ex, and he may have thrown them out long ago. i liked a couple of them better than this photo above. also, to give an idea of scale: the pants i am wearing in this photo are size 0 (i ordered them online from victoria's secret), and they are loose on me. that's not something i can fake with a photo. as to whether anyone believes me - i guess i can understand if they don't.]