I AM OBSESSED WITH DEATH, AND PRO-CHOICE WHEN IT COMES TO SUICIDE.
XESCE.NET CONTAINS MATERIAL THAT MIGHT BE OFFENSIVE, UPSETTING,
TRIGGERING OR IRRELEVANT TO SOME VIEWERS.
->xesce.net: my attempts to tell my story in my own way, to
process and express my personal confusion and complications, and to
take a stand regarding what is right for me as an individual.
I haven't been able to find any place where I belong in the world, so
I tried to create one of my own.
The mainstream memes expressed about suicide and unhappiness are
repetitive and simplistic. It's very difficult to find anywhere to
talk openly. I often feel pressure to remove my site/s, and I can see
why many people clam up or withdraw rather than try to discuss these
controversial subjects, or the complex factors in an individual life
that might result in an alternative perspective. In social situations
I inevitably find it impossible to contain or control myself for long
when I attempt to communicate, but I understand that people can only
take so much. I need this outlet.
->Addressing the Suicide Memes
->Evolution of xesce.net